ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Indeed, and you have actually answered your own question very eloquently. You have very good awareness and you’re looking for validation. You have this tremendous guilt about not being able to save, in this case, this very dear and close one, but it is also a carry over. You have felt guilty about not being able to save others in past lives and past times – those you have fought with, those who you have cared for in a medical way – so it’s coming back up as a very strong issue in your life, as a difficult issue, because a loving person will feel and have empathy for another. A person who cares about others is going to feel their pain.
You’ve literally taken on the energy of this dear one in your life, and there’s some interesting dynamics here, and I hope you don’t mind me being a little bit direct.
SHAUMBRA 4: Go ahead.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: They want to leave. They truly want to leave, they can feel that it’s time. You are actually holding on. You are the one through your very, very strong feelings and senses are actually creating that hold on because you’re wanting to heal them rather than to let them go. Can you let this dear one go and let them return to the other side? Let them be free of the physical body and let them come back to this side to do what they are truly desiring to do in their heart but they’re not doing because of the love for you. Can you let go right now?
SHAUMBRA 4: (tearful) I thought I had several times, but obviously I have not.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: It is a difficult thing because of the belief about death, but I would have you know that death can be a very joyful experience. It can be a release of physical difficulties. It can be a return to family and friends on the other side. There is no horror or pain in it, if the person chooses, and particularly with you as the one to help guide them over. I know I’m pushing a point here, but saying are you truly ready to let them go right now? And they are standing beside you looking you in the eye.
SHAUMBRA 4: I am ready to let you go.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: So much of the imbalances, the recurring imbalances in your body, have been because of guilt and because of this process of you taking on their energy. You’re trying to process and transmute their illnesses and sicknesses within your body. You’re going to see now that letting go and discovering a new level of love for yourself and for this other dear one is going to bring your body into the balance. You’re not going to have to worry about any growths or potential cancers. You’re very intuitive. You’re a very strong healer in your own right. You are very in touch with your own body but you had this other issue in the way.
So take a deep a breath and in the greatest love give thanks for all of the experiences that you have shared with this dear one. They are wanting to go.
SHAUMBRA 4: Thank you.
ADAMUS SAINT-GERMAIN: Thank you. You have helped many today, not just a few.
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